Spoiled

So I'm back from night duty which was more fun than crappy. Night duties usually tend to be a bore and a struggle to complete because of the fact that I will be spending the night away from home. However, there are some days that I find it extremely fun. Exaggerated, eh? But yeah it was. It felt like we were doing a slumber party. All of us wearing pajamas [scrubs] and playing like there should be no time for sleep. Haha. 

So here's a 'boss'[staff as I am just a volunteer who looks up to them] of mine, who makes me feel spoiled a lot. I actually feel that my bosses do spoil me a lot, make me feel more like a princess instead of a subordinate. Some are just my age but most are younger than me. They are boys soooo that kinda means a lot. They are so nice to me that sometimes it makes me feel content and that I feel that I do not need a boyfriend anymore as I have boy-friends such as them who care a lot. 

Remember the fun run? :) The one who won in the male division is one of my 'bosses'. The prize money isn't a lot but that morning before signing off, we were talking about eating ice cream during our duty shift together. So last night errr this morning was that shift. He bought us [me and my colleagues] ice cream and it surely made my night. We played some card games after and then before nap time [yeah we have that during night duties. hihi] , we had an admission. Boo. But still, after that we took the time to nap. So we were solved. 

This boss who spoils me is just my age and we graduated on the same year in the same school only in different sections. I used to be one of his haters because he wasn't exactly the kindest person as per impressions when we were in college. I never thought we would be really good friends and that he would keep up with all my childishness. He's very typical yet atypical of a guy. I don't know if you get that but he's really different. He encourages me to exercise so as to get fit. He's a very good friend but can also be a very nasty enemy. 

I hope he doesn't read this because he'll surely think that I'm kinda 'OA' [over acting] He's not the kind who's very soft. He hates all the mushiness. But he does make me feel pampered and I appreciate that that's why I'm writing this entry to pay tribute. That's all. Ha. 

Run

So it's been days since we all got back from Cebu. My parents' check up turned out pretty okay. I had some fun but I soooo got sick there. I had colds and my nose ran all over the sheets on my bed in our hotel room. It lasted for some two or more days. Now, I am glad I'm okay. 

So about running, it's something that's got me a little hooked. It seems to me like a fun fun activity but it's also kinda hard to maintain the pace. Today I walked/jogged/ran to the hospital alone at dawn. It was something I did for the first time and I don't know if I could ever replicate it. I used my pedometer and I finished in less than 30 minutes. I felt kinda proud of myself as I was sweating out so early in the morning. Btw, I went there to host the fun run activity for the feast at the hospital. I wasn't able to join as I was the one waiting for them to get back. It was fun. We had a grilled pork breakfast after that with my Maternity friends at the hospital basement. 

So right now, I'm working on my big project for the weekend which might mean the lack of sleep again for me. I will be going to Cebu again on Saturday for a wedding. 80 cupcakes and a cake. Yay! But it's tiring to work alone. I wish I had little helpers like that of Santa. I'd like for someone to help me out. I think I will be training my sister or my cousin for that. hihihi :)) 

To Cebu

Yep. We're leaving for Cebu City tomorrow for my parents' quarterly check up with the endocrinologist. I'm kinda scared because I heard the waves have been really bad these past few days. I'm also scared because I'll be seeing the same doctor who is consistently pushing me to lose weight and I haven't made any huge progress since the last visit. I am excited though because I will be seeing one of my brothers, be eating out again. We will also be checking in to a new pension house. Wee! Also stoked to taste new flavors and looking forward to eating gelato again :))

See ya!

Just A Thought

What happens when you feel for someone who is linked with someone else...say someone who already is married, or has a boyfriend/girlfriend? I've heard of stories from some friends and I think I myself too had gone through the same situation. [the guy's NOT married, of course!] The only difference is that I never really had the guts to tell the person straight out how I felt. Others though have taken the risk to be 'the other person' just to experience joy with the one they feel for. I only think there is pain at the end of the road. But how can they possibly want to be that way?

I can't judge or anything because I know I am finding myself in a similar situation right now. Still, I have no plans of telling straight out. I hope I am just infatuated and that this feeling will just go away. I am not allowing myself to fall too deep for someone who is linked with someone else. I cannot allow myself to get hurt because of my own wrong doing. I cannot ruin my first ever love story. [Yes, I am convincing myself. hihi]

However, for the people I know and those who might stumble upon this read that is in a similar sitch, I am sorry you are in such a situation. Having fallen for someone who might be right but at the wrong time, still is wrong. While there's life, there's a chance to quit. Clear things out with the person you're involved with. Be courageous. Face the pain. I think everyone deserves to be happy. That doesn't exclude you.

Off to the Beach

 It's Monday today. But yesterday was a Sunday and was a perfectly timed day for the beach. Our family went off with my cousin's family.

We never really wore swimsuits to the beach when we were younger. We only settled for tshirts and shorts. Now we are different. We have developed the love for swimsuits and realized that it's more fun bathing in them because it makes it easier to wade and swim in the water. 

here are the food we had for our little beach party :) 

[pansit bihon, grilled fish, lechon manok, some native snacks and mangoes :))]

Birthday Update

I'm sorry for being away for a while. Things have been pretty hectic for me this past few days.

Last week marked my birthday and it wasn't really something big. I did some baking the whole day for an order then baked my cake too. It was a carrot cashew cake and i tried cream cheese frosting for the first time which made me lick the whisks of my beater. hahaha :D

 me and my cake 

my cake with randomly placed 24 gummy bears. hihi

Some friends came over to celebrate with me and brought in some foods. 

We also had a little drinking/chitchat session. It was all fun.

Anyhoo... Now that I am 24, I am thinking of something worthwhile to do with my life. Of course I have the hospital and my cakes to be busy with. But I still need something stabler to draw income from since my papa is not recovering really fast. I am hoping that things will work out for me this year.