Upset

Yup. You read it right. I am upset because my birthday's coming up and I've got myself no plans of celebrating it.

Last night, my childhood buddies were out again for a sleep over . I was quite envious at the thought but set the idea of going aside because I was pretty sure my mom would not agree and then just reasoned out to myself that I would like to rest my panda eyes. However, before going to bed, I called them up just to know what was happening on their side of the world. And then we had fun laughing over the phone and ended up discussing plans for my upcoming birthday on the 27th. I was stoked to the highest. IKR. 'Stoke' is my new favorite word. haha I fell asleep excited.

Now came morning, I was on to my cup of coffee and some pieces of bread. My papa woke up and my mama ushered him towards the dining table. We were going to have breakfast together and I started blurting out our plans with my friends. I knew what was going to happen next but I thought maybe it was will be worth the try since it's going to be my birthday anyway. But no, it wasn't. Boo hoo. Of course [then again] she wasn't so into the idea of me going out with friends. We just got home from Cebu and now we're going out again. I went on again with my jargon 'So when do you expect us to go out like that, when we're 30?' and then she said [in Visayan of course] 'Going out never goes out of style, even when you are 50.' In my head, I was like, 'OMG. What is happening? It's not like we're going to be the same people when we are 50!' I wanted to argue but I know I'm not good at it so I went to my room and vented out my feelings again and sent my friends some messages.

Now I don't have plans whatsoever. I only plan to sleep through the day. I might have changes of plans later but for now, that's it. We'll be going to the Neuro today to have my papa checked up.

See you, then. :P

Out with my Friends

True friends are real comfort zones, I must say. :) Anywhere with them would feel like home. You wouldn't mind laughing your hearts out and doing funny funny things. You tell each other stuff that you wouldn't tell your parents or family. You know you enjoy the 'randomest' of things and fight because of the pettiest of things but at the end of the day, what matters most is that you love each other in the most platonic way and that your relationship is still incomparable. 

Days ago, I bonded with my childhood friends. The ones that I met in school when we were little. We grew up together, separated and now are back with each other. We went to Cebu together for the very first time with the goal of renewing our license and mostly to have fun. It was all so spontaneous. We were short of cash but you know, we were blessed with people who came to rescue us with free meals and stuff. There were mighty things we discovered and memories that we'd cherish for a lifetime :) 

Here we are :) 

us at Jollibee IT Park, Cebu City [June 20]

Shakey's at SM City Cebu [June 21]

We missed a few people while we were there but still it was fun. :) 

My birthday's coming up and I'm stoked!... even if I don't have plans yet. 

Beginning

Hi! :) Starting all over again. I can even barely keep up with my baking/food blogging and now I'm starting another one. I had an old diary blog before this entitled Ponder Spills but I decided to delete it because that was full of sad memories that I don't want to continue writing on it anymore. I have pains of the past but I have learned to move on along with time. It's not that I don't want to write about anything painful. I still want to share anything I wish here. It's just that I don't want to reread that part of my life. The experience is enough. I just want to start over.

So why Pretty Pudgy, you may ask? It's because some people find me pretty and I know I'm pudgy. Pretty pudgy but could also mean slightly chubby. I've been in the obese range but now I'm overweight. I lost some weight and I want to lose more. So I'd like to share here how I'll go on with my life as I lose weight and have fun. This will be more like a diary of my life so it's not just about weight loss if you're expecting that. :)

I also like to read comments so feel free to leave a message.

Thanks for your time. :D