Upset

Yup. You read it right. I am upset because my birthday's coming up and I've got myself no plans of celebrating it.

Last night, my childhood buddies were out again for a sleep over . I was quite envious at the thought but set the idea of going aside because I was pretty sure my mom would not agree and then just reasoned out to myself that I would like to rest my panda eyes. However, before going to bed, I called them up just to know what was happening on their side of the world. And then we had fun laughing over the phone and ended up discussing plans for my upcoming birthday on the 27th. I was stoked to the highest. IKR. 'Stoke' is my new favorite word. haha I fell asleep excited.

Now came morning, I was on to my cup of coffee and some pieces of bread. My papa woke up and my mama ushered him towards the dining table. We were going to have breakfast together and I started blurting out our plans with my friends. I knew what was going to happen next but I thought maybe it was will be worth the try since it's going to be my birthday anyway. But no, it wasn't. Boo hoo. Of course [then again] she wasn't so into the idea of me going out with friends. We just got home from Cebu and now we're going out again. I went on again with my jargon 'So when do you expect us to go out like that, when we're 30?' and then she said [in Visayan of course] 'Going out never goes out of style, even when you are 50.' In my head, I was like, 'OMG. What is happening? It's not like we're going to be the same people when we are 50!' I wanted to argue but I know I'm not good at it so I went to my room and vented out my feelings again and sent my friends some messages.

Now I don't have plans whatsoever. I only plan to sleep through the day. I might have changes of plans later but for now, that's it. We'll be going to the Neuro today to have my papa checked up.

See you, then. :P